Do you misunderstand on purpose? You are willfully obtuse, oui? Or it is only that you are too dense to see? It is this: You - you very specifically - have not demonstrated in any way, shape, or form that you are worth my time. You are mean - in fact, you are cruel very often. Therefore, you do not impact my life because I do not let you impact it. Why should I care about you when you care about no one but yourself? Your actions and your words say this every time you open your mouth or write in these journals.